Future Job

When the time comes, I don´t really want to work to perpetuate this system, because I believe that it is unfair and exploitative. This is the main reason I want to work in a ghetto, hopefully in my commune, because that´s the territory I identify myself with. I´ll work for and with the people who live there in order to create a collective project where everybody will do things for the welfare of the community and try to make people conscious about the others´ problems. This won´t get me any material profit, so in order to survive I think I´ll sell stuff based on free association between individuals.Trough self management in the community I expect to get the basic needs for everybody, including myself. I could go deeper in this but I have write about other things too.

I not even close to think about working for the government or a big company while both promote the segregation of the exploited class and the repression against the people who organize looking for better conditions to live. I would like to work in the education area but in the ghetto employing a different educational project, an inclusive, non-patriarchal, horizontal and based on interests education. This because nowadays all institutionalized educational establishments teach the kids to get prepared to the market, they indoctrinate them in order to be one more number in the database. 

Today I´m studying anthropology because I didn´t know what else to study and it seemed interesting, but the way the classes are done still generate a feeling of repulsion to me. I mean I can handle being in a class room for a while, but having three hours long classes is not something I can stand. I have thought to dropped university as I did with high school, because of this and other things, but there is something that doesn´t let me do it yet. But we´ll see what happens. 

Another World

Dreams are quite something for me, I have had a lot of conversations and I have thought a lot about it. The situations in my dreams are things that could happen in a normal day, because of that I have a theory about dreams. I think that maybe we are living more than one life right now, in different timelines or dimensions and dreams are the bridge between the different worlds. 

The other day I dreamed that I babysat three of my cousins and my sister. In that dream we took pictures and recorded some videos. Like a week after I dreamed I was waiting for some friends on a football field and turned on my computer. The weird thing about it was that in the computer I started watching the pictures and video I took and recorded in the other dream. When I woke up that morning I thought that my theory might be true and when I am sleeping there is another "me" awake and through dreams I can see some of the things that are happening in the other life. Maybe the other "me" has the same experience and when I am awake he is sleeping and dreaming about stuff that are going on here in this timeline. 

Be careful with the succubus...

Okupa, Punk and Fight

The best vacations I have had so far is when I went to Barcelona last year's June. I went on my own and I was supposed to stay at an uncle house, but the first day I got there I went for a walk before getting to the house. I was wondering around when I walked in a Armenian ghetto. I didn't notice until three guys and two girls, all Armenian, started to talk to me( they spoke Spanish) . They were between seventeen and nineteen years old and at first they were kind of aggressive but when we started talking they changed and treated me well. They were kind of a punk gang but they didn't wear typical punk clothes, they looked pretty regular. After talking and laughing for a while they asked me if I had a place to stay, I said no and they invited me to stay with them. They took me to their okupa house and told me to leave my stuff there, the house had pretty cool graffiti on all of it's walls. It was kind of dirty but it was evident that they worried about their place and tried to keep it "decent".

So I spent the hole week with them and they took me to ska-punk gigs every night at the different ghettos. It was my second time in Barcelona so I already knew all the touristic places, therefore I just spent my time there dancing every night, fighting sometimes and drinking. The best thing ever about it is we fell asleep every morning listening to the Velvet Underground song Heroin at a small square (The Velvet Underground - Heroin there you have the song). 

And that is pretty much everything I did there, it is the best holiday so far because it was specially different, I met cool people, went to punk gigs. The thing is that I did things that I wouldn't have done in a touristic visit.